My time in sri lanka was exceptional...a really sweet time of fellowship with those i worked with and a blessing to see what has happened since we started the tsunami relief project in february.
a few things that struck me--while i was there and even now i feel small... to see the destruction and to swim in the ocean that took so many--to make sense of what it must have been like -- at some points i felt like i was having a little post tramatic stress and could sense anxiousness in my own heart about whether it could happen again...and even this week with the london bombings i was reminded that the violence and loss of human life goes on around the world...we are small and fragile whether it is a tsunami or a terrorist... so like i said i felt small...very much not in control and very fragile in this very large out of control world. events like the tsunami remind us of our humanity , our fragility as human beings--as much as we would like to think so we are not in control. but though i am small and what i have and who i am can be stolen at any moment of any day i realized again that if all was lost--jesus is enough. that may sound easy and maybe even cliche but the simplicity of it is profound . i am small--god is bigger and big enough.
the other thing that kept occurring to me was the song that i learned in sunday school--you know the one--the wise man built his house upon the rock--the foolish man built his house upon the sand--but my thought was that the poor man built his house upon the sand and floods came up and the house on the sand went splat! in sri lanka one house might be standing and the one next to it flattened with only the foundation left. even still it is the poorest who remain in tents and along the train tracks with nothing and no rights to rebuild what they lost because they did not own it in the first place...while much progress has been made so many still suffer...the poor were made poorer and the middle class poor by the tsunami--the poor man on the sand does not have a tsunami waring system....this is not a completely developed idea yet so if the above does not make sense i am sure i will talk about it more in my next prayer letter.
lastly, even in all the destruction, i still walk away with hope. hope becuase the homes that we have the opportunity to build with habitat in sri lanka are not just a sub standard replacement to what was lost but something new and better. we have a unique opportunity not just to rebuild the nations devastated in the tsunami toto BUILD them...to see the injustice and desperation that was there before and say we will not let what was be the future...i hope for the people sri lanka and i hope for those who yet to receive the help the need.
continue to pray for the tsunami affected nations--there are years to come of building was lost
The new home next to the one standing white wall of the old home.