Monday, January 08, 2007

the lonliness birds

sometimes i feel like whenever there is something really good there always follows something bad. i did have a good day but i am weary in doing it...doesn't the bible say something like you should not grow weary of doing good...i am not weary of doing it just from it, if that makes sense.

and it seems that today after my sweet weekend that the lonliness birds are chasing me and my weariness makes so that i am not sure i want to run the other way. it is lonely to lead, to be in the crowd stared at but not recongnized, present and moving forward but dragging the weight of a thousand worlds on your shoulders. i think i am in BFF withdrawl...missing the julie's, the daphne's and the mom...or something! who knows!! definitely need to abandon this line of thinking and stop being responsible for things that are not mine!

here's hoping to waking up tomorrow , a new day, with a fresh perspective!! Cheers!!

3 comments:

angela said...

hi sarah, hope you're feeling better as the week goes on. praying for peace for you.

Courtney Patch said...

Those pesky birds bother me at times as well. But that fresh perspective always pulls throught:) Am praying for you friend! love,
Court

Sarah said...

you guys always bring the love!! thanks for this and yes things are getting better day by day.

love ya!!